Who am I?

Most forums and websites I'm known as Haruka or Haruka Vair if the former is taken. But IRL, I'm just some rando woman in SoCal who's finally found her purpose in life: Finding my own happiness. That's what this site is all about. Keeping this site and updating it makes me happy and for all of my miserable life I've been surviving. Not asking myself, what do I want for my future. What do I want for my goal(s) in life? My New Year's Even motto since 2007 has been “To find contentment with myself and what I have in life.” Until the end of 2024, I discovered, I'm not content in my life nor happy. I haven't been and I've only been surviving. It’s the only thing I've learned to do and I’m done! I'm done with surviving, I want to live!

The pathway to finding my happiness is going to be a tough one. Only I can know and will find what that is. I've been in therapy since 2007 and skipped for the past 3 years. I've finally returned.

Places that you'll find me, The SoCal BJD Discord, BJD Discord, DoA [RIP], Everyone Lovely, IG, LA/SDCC Away Team, The Fleet, SDCC.

Likes: Cosplay, Video Games [No Xbox], Listening to Music, BJDs, Sewing, Crafting, TTRPGs, and the newest writing reviews.

Dislikes: Whiny people, Moochers, Liars, Toxic people, Weaponize Incompetence, Any sort of abuse in any relationship, Npeople, People that don't better themselves, Intolerant people. Tomatoes, Jalapeños. Any sort of needles that are going into me. Cleaning

Fandoms: FFVII, FFXIV, Disney, Honkai Star Rail.

The Casual Fan: Star Trek [the community in general is awesome!], Star Wars [the dark side], Attack on Titan [manga], Halo [before Halo 4], Mass Effect series, Dragon Age series.